#25

And tomorrow turning to June. Scared but yes, i am turning into 24 years this 24 June. Eh eh! what a good date right? 

Can't wait for this June. Such bunch of good things is going to happened. Okay, okay. I'll try to list down k!

#1 - My cute and good friend's birthday, Zuha.

#2 - My beautiful and gooood friend's (too) birthday, Rita.

#3 - My long-long bestie's wedding, Cah.

#4 - My Long-long bestie's (too) wedding, Noraini.

#5 - My ofismate's birthday, Seli, Soleh and Serol.

#6 - My UM friend's birthday, Nasyita, Zana, Anis and etc.

Haaaaa....wat a goooood month.

June's Love.

Ain --

#24

Another post in this month. I guess i am overly posting something right? Haha, i just don't know. I love blogging. (I know no one read my blog!, who cares?). For me, blogging is a kind  of place, where you want to throw out your TALKS or IDEAS or might be other STUFF. So people, what's your plan today? Me? As usual, on this Sunday, i'll go to my sis's house to refill my mom's medicine. I have no plan to go out if my money is out!!! THATS the main reason actually!

Huh, i miss camera recently. I forgot to bring it if i go out. I wonder i left my soul behind. Yes, i am a camera - woman. No, camera-girl? More young i think? hehe. I believe Mr. Smena and Ms. Fisheye looks pity. I left them since 11 months. I think i should make them alive again. Yes i should.

Ms. Fisheye 2

Mr. Smena

I am looking forward on saving money to buy a DSLR. Not a big one, but just a simple one. I don't know which one i should pick, i find out later. Guys, guys guys! Have you heard about SONY BLOGGIE?

SONY BLOGGIE

Yeahhh...this one..Cool rite. but the screen just too small. But the function is quite awesome. I know but this actually from TV. One of the coolest function is the camera can take picture with 360degree view!!!! 

Haha, monologue dalaman pulak. Oklah, 

Got to go, 

Love,

Ain

#23

Yeah, again i wanna share with you another addiction,

Ungu - Dilemma Cinta.mp3

Seberapa salahkah diriku

Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku

Inikah caramu membalas

Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku

Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu

Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu

Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara

‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu

Merebut hatimu

Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan

Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya

Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa

Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu

Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu

Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu

Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Here's the video --

Too beautiful to describe, press play and then tell me what you think.

Love,

Ain

#22

Morning :)

Just wanna share with you my current addiction ---

Yuna - Gelora Jiwa

Cinta apakah tandanya
Jika engkau hanya mempermudah kata saja
Hati tak akan berguna
Jika sang asmara tidak merasa ke dalam jiwa

Rindu itulah tandanya
Aku kasih mu aduhai asmara
Cinta oh cinta yang ternyata
Hanya dapat ku sematkan
Di dalam dada ku yang remaja

Gelora di dalam jiwa ku
Bergetar merayukan sukma
Menyanyi lagu cinta hati
Tanda ku nan membalas cinta mu

Yang tidak mudah hilang dari kenangan ku 2x

Rindu itulah tandanya
Aku kasih mu aduhai asmara
Cinta oh cinta yang ternyata
Hanya dapat ku sematkan
Di dalam dada ku yang remaja

Love,

Ain :)

#21

Yeah i believe this life is soo much complicated. Eh, i've mumbling about my tepuk-sebelah-tangan for almost 1 year rite? I just don't know lar guys.


This kind of feeling is hurting me. I always trying to forget him, but the more i did, and even more i will remember him. Am i his tulang rusuk kiri or something? I just can't stop thinking about him.


So guys, how's your day?
Been like me? Mintak jauh lah kan? Haha!


Alrite, alrite. I am so fucking excited for this coming June. Guess what, my besties going to married!!


For Cah,
(If you read my blog - i believe you're not!)
Cah, congratulations for this 4th june. I am so happy for you. Please don't even try to forget our memories. I know been a wife and have our own family is different thing before. You going to barely contact us, talking with us indeed. But, i will try to make it up as possible. I love you and thanks to God giving me a bestie that never tried to hurt me :)


For Noraini,
(i will always remember you :)
Noraini, you know what, you're one of my bestie that i ever had. You know what i love and like. I know, you know my heart better than me rite? Congratulations on for this 11th June. Have a happy life and try to be a good wife okay. Last but not least, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3 <3


Love,
AIN

#20

I totally will be a crazy person if i wouldn't able to arrange my time.

Can you imagine me, doing this kind of job. I need to sacrifice TIME mostly. I don't watch Korean drama after all and i barely read magazine. I was keep busy-ing live in my own world.

My own world (Fuckin' crazyyy)

Do you know i can create and live in my own world. I can imagine things which can control my emotion too? Haha..crazy me! I've been thinking lately and i think this is the time to get it serious. I'm not going to realize it, but FORGET it. My world with that person. That person who can make me feel like the world is mine. I think i should learn to accept. Learn to let go. YES. LET GO. I believe there is something that God want us to learn behind every single things happened. Isn't it?

So, 

First of all, 

things that i've left such a long time, MAKE UP!

hahaha...i miss my eyeliner. I bought lot of them you know! From pencil to liquid. Haaa...i miss them! Tomorrow i'm going to accompany my sis going to buy her things, so watch out eyes! i'm gonna make you RAWR!!!!!!!!

Em, one more thing, should i set a diet? I desire to wear some nice cloth. Hurm, let see.. my new look i guess??? ahaha! And i want to buy nice keychain from ROXY. I saw it several months ago and still didn't get it. And the handbag too. It's too coooool! Eh eh! Bukan! I want NOSE bag. It is sooo classiccc... I want more!!!!

#19

I keep thinking about him lately.

Really really are.

I don't know why i keep see him in every second. Is this the feeling of love? of loneliness or missing? God, could you please guide me to the truth. If he is mine, show the way. And if it not, could you please give me the strength. I'm really tired with this nonsense feeling. 

Why is he?

Hurting,

Ain

#18

Love is not about being together. 

Love don't need to be said.

Love come without we realize.

Love don't need to be measured. It don't have any value. 

Love is the most thing that can make you feel perfect.

Love is when the person is smiling and feel happy around you.

Love can come less than one second but can't disappear within 1 year. 

Love is ?

,

Ain