Im so weak today. I dont know. I've tried to encourage myself, trying to stop listening ppl making jokes on me (some kind of irritating jokes), huh~ but i cannot help myself crying inside. I feel so down and i just need besties. I need ppl who keep encourage me, always be with me when i want to burst all the wary.
Rita
Sal
imah
cah
acik
aiza
sairah
zira
aza
wanie
hani
linda
miza
zuha
and etc.
Some time, i tried to put a smile, but i think ppl know that is not real me. For those who keep seeing me happy around, they realized, and asking me. I dont know. Im not happy these days.
I think im gonna buy Diana end of month. Smena quite fragile, and nikon fg --- i dont what happened with it. I keep thinking i just need a new hobby or interest. I want to be "Old-Ain" (not OLD i mean,). Who keep crazy on lomo and pictures. Who not cares bout people talks. Who are quite confident with herself.
Where she is?
PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER.
Ain.
ain, don't let yourself messed up thinking about those irritating people. New or old ain, you're still one of my greatest friend that i have ever had. heehee :)
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ReplyDeleteThanks ya :). Miss our memories soo much.
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