#12

Thank god i still have pretty and kind mom, i borrowed her money to pay this line. Argh, talking about berokband really make me sick. So, i just wrap up my life through these several weeks.

Nothing (again) great happened recently. I just focus on my work. We have huge project coming up. My big boss always remind me about the project costing but i will try my best, insyaAllah. And talking about works will never have the end. I just disappointed with some people around me who keep pointing fingers to me and they might didn't realize how bad they are. Can you imagine when you feel comfortable, and you think he/she will be your side, keep talking that you are a lazy person instead of trying to make us calm? I really don't get it. I admit that i have bunch of works need to settle down and submit, but i just ignore it. You know what, i did that because of you! Oh shit. I'm done talking about this! :'(

Today sunday, and im crazy!

#11

So people,

i got nothing to say.

my berokband has been cut off and 

Im sick with it!!!!! argh!!!!!

#10

What are you gonna do if you start to love someone until you can't stop thinking about her/him more than you think about yourself? Are you going to tell everyone that you love that person? Are you going to tell the person that you secretly admire him/her? Are you going to just stand a side and let the feeling blend yourself?

And what are you going to do if someone that you love, is not liked by everyone? Are you going to hate him/her too? What if you feel like the person keep an eyes on you and you know it well?

And what if, you just feel that love by yourself? 

.......

So much i love you, so much i need you.

And i hate how much i love you boy,

I just cant let you go