#08

I'm currently addicted to this song.
I don't know, it just keep locking my mind.

Anuar Zain - Sedetik Lebih 

For several weeks i'm looking for this song actually, (i don't hear malay's radio frequently) so i don't know the title. Hehehe. 

Nothing much to say, but i just attended the english courses. Were held in UMP and hell yeah, the most far i have been driving so far. Repeating the "FAR". And many things i have gained especially,


FYI

BCC
huhu, did you really-really know what is bcc??
bcc is blind cc where, you going to email and cc to someone without people knowing it.
wallawehh... i just have no idea! such a great function. 
And i think more people going to be evil after this. Haha.

People, i'm just feel a bit disappointed. Did you know when you give your trust to somebody, it's mean that we know we can rely on her/him when we are in problem? Am i the one who just think about this? I just don't know what happened to surrounding. 

Why i feel like i don't feel comfortable with this place, this place, this kind of works.
Is it a sign or something?


Love,
Ain.

#07

Whenever i feel that i miss him, i quickly think about he's being happy somewhere. I just need to appreciate what i have now. God already arranged the best for us. Am i rite?

Haha, sorry guys, over-reacting.

I am not a person who keep secret about wary or what. I am going to share it with someone that i trust. Someone i believe he/she will be my side forever. 

:)

Im quite happy this week. My 2nd bro just went back from Lombok, Indonesia. He went there for a month, and of course -- working. I do envy with him, his job let him travel around the world. You name it. He got it. So, he bought these things to me. Sweet is it? Of course !! He is my lovely brother !! Without further ado, let see the sweet stuff ---

No-name instrument

I don't know what it called. I just name it -- Serunai kot?? ooooo..the sound is soo sweet. If, if and if i can play any rhythm..but at least i know one song, birthday song. Heee.. And officially, my collection of the instrument, getting more.

Beg duit

And second one!! Beg kayu.. I make it as my "bag kerongsang", where i put my spare kerongsang in my bag. I used to spare one. In case, i need it. And he also bought me a t-shirt. Lombok t-shirt. Haha, i'm collecting oversea's stuffs. Boleh berniaga dowh.

Oklah- i don't have anything to say. I want to have a shower rite now and go to pray, then have a goood rest. Ha~

Nite everyone,

Ain :)

 

#06

Hello!!

And happy Chinese new year!!

Today is friday and im having a gooooooooood rest.

hurm, i dont know what im going to write but i'll to take out the main point.


I went to Kuantan this afternoon and watched Green Hornet. Are you familiar with this movie?

The poster

Today is Sunday, (i just continue writing this post actually)

The movie is quite boring, in fact. I dont like the main actor one, i forgot his name. But! I just love Kato, which played by Jay Chou. I am his fan since several years ago okayyyy! Kato's character is not much differ from the jay chou in INITIAL D. A slumber, relax one. But full of determination. And i love the way he fight in this film. Quite cool. I guess, Kato have a different sense from the normal people. Yeah, its quite same with Jay Chou-Initial D, who can sense faster than normal people. If you want to enjoy the weekend, i guess you can watch this film. It just a 'can' not 'must'. Huhu, got it?

#05

 My heart filled with angry this morning. I just dont know why it keep pulling me out these days. Sometime, i just cant bare small or simple mistake. Where sometime, it comes from me, myself. Yeah, some time also, i asked myself, " Are u crazy or somethin'?. Or MAYBE, i've ignored some of religion needs. Where you need to always speak humble and act simple. Or maybe you shouldnt care about people matter or talking bad behind him/her. Or maybe, you should treat your parents well.

I just dont know what happened to me.

 dont-know person, 

Ain.  

#04

I've saw a man who excited about his job, sacrifice all the pain he's feeling in order to make sure all the process going well. Im amazed. But some matter turned weird. When he was really-really sick, people acted like nothing bad happened. I just --dont like with that kind of behaviour.

Hey, im sitting in front of my friend's lappy rite now. i like his keypad. Smooth. Not like mine, making sound "pap pap pap". Huh~

I just wondering why i keep thinking bout dressing nowadays. Am i fashionista or somethin'? I love to try new style of hijab but a bit scared with people comment. But, who cares? Its me wearing the hijab, not yours! Rite? 

The payoff going out tomorrow, but im worried. Sigh

Lots of love,

ain

#03

Im not in mood rite now. Im just feel lonely. i dont know.

Many things happened recently where it just a small matter but i took it seriously. i know, yeah, thats CHILDISH. i've tried to put it side but i cant help myself.

Hoping tomorrow better than today. Amin.

#02

Im so weak today. I dont know. I've tried to encourage myself, trying to stop listening ppl making jokes on me (some kind of irritating jokes), huh~ but i cannot help myself crying inside. I feel so down and i just need besties. I need ppl who keep encourage me, always be with me when i want to burst all the wary. 

Rita

Sal

imah

cah

acik

aiza

sairah

zira

aza

wanie

hani

linda

miza

zuha

and etc.

Some time, i tried to put a smile, but i think ppl know that is not real me. For those who keep seeing me happy around, they realized, and asking me. I dont know. Im not happy these days. 

I think im gonna buy Diana end of month. Smena quite fragile, and nikon fg --- i dont what happened with it. I keep thinking i just need a new hobby or interest. I want to be "Old-Ain" (not OLD i mean,). Who keep crazy on lomo and pictures. Who not cares bout people talks. Who are quite confident with herself. 

Where she is?

PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER.

Ain.